Its been a LONG time....posted Jun 29th 2009, 7:59PM
Mood: Fortunate
Music: Killswitch Engage <3
Wow...its been a really long time since i have been on this site. I forgot i had an account here! I've drawn sooo much art.
Here is my life update since my last journal from February of last year (2008). I did get my CRMA license in March of last year. CRMA stands of Certified Residential Medication Aide and I can work at any facility that passes medications. I worked at an assisted living home called the Davis Estates starting of May of last year in Machias, ME. I was living with my Fiance of 2 years (we had been together for 4 years at the time). We went to Columbus Ohio in June with his band to record a single for their CD (which I drove there an back which is like...40 hours of driving total :/ ). His Band and Jake and I moved to Portland Maine which is 4 hours from Machias. We moved in the beginning of October of last year. It was really fun at first. None of us had ever lived in our own apartment before. We moved down there with no jobs, but enough money to survive for a couple of months on our own. We got jobs working at a grocery store in South Portland to start us out. Soon after that, is when all my trouble began....
The guy i was with, His name is Jake, I loved him COMPLETELY. Like...i thought of him as my soul mate, my only love ever. He and I got along great, the whole time we were together. I found out after we moved that he cheated on me for 8 months. He told all our friends, including my room mates who i paid for them to move in with us, that he didn't want to marry me, and basically all these horribly things. Some of them helped him cheat on me. I was completely heartbroken. I don't know why he did these things. I tried really hard to make it work but it just wouldn't happen. I made the hardest decision of my life and i ended my relationship with him. I still lived with him in the same apartment until May of this year. This was very very difficult for me. A few months after i broke up with him, I fell in love with someone I worked with. His name is Mike. I wasn't expecting it, but i know that this is real. Its so much more complete then i have every felt with anyone else. Anyways...In January i got a second job as a CRMA again. So I am still currently working two jobs. At the end of May of this year I moved in with Mike and his parents. I couldn't live at my old apartment anymore, plus my lease was up too. He and I are currently looking for our own apartments this week, which is fun. But anyway. In March of this year my laptop died! and my external hard drive died a week later! I couldn't believe it. So i lost all my artwork and anime T___T but I have a better laptop now :3
So yeah...that is what has been going on lately. Sorry for not being here for so long!
I'm 21 years old and i live with my boyfriend in Portland Maine. I love art and music and they are such a big part of my life...i would go insane if i couldn't express myself with them. I also play guitar and bass guitar. I've been drawing since i was able to hold a pencil properly. I love to draw anime mostly but i do appreciate ALL styles of art. Other then that if you have any questions feel free to ask. I'm very friendly and your welcome to IM me. Also i do commissions and some art trades as well.
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